I am wedded to that darkly thing that breathes inside of me.
I am half monster. I am half blood, bone and flesh. I am half ghost. I am half dead.


#deathinfused. A SELECTIVE, private AND MULTIVERSE RENDITION OF liokki golmarr FROM FINAL FANTASY XIV. AS NARRATED BY fiery since 2 0 2 1.

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* fiery 28 they/he gmt+8

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O1 this blog is PRIVATE & SELECTIVE meaning i do not follow everyone back. On top of that, serious interactions will be reserved for MUTUALS ONLY. standard rp etiquette is not only expected, but required along with the willingness to have an open & honest dialogue. i am not skilled at reading between the lines and this means that i rely on you to tell me if something is making you uncomfortable, or if you have any questions/concerns. as such, the favour is always returned in kind and i will be upfront about any issues or queries from my side. don't blur ic & ooc. i use small text, icons & formatting. you do not have to match post length, but please give something to work with.O2 i am a chronically ill & neurodivergent university student. unfortunately, this means that my activity can and will fluctuate. i always endeavour to communicate with my RP partner when life is getting in the way, however, i want to be upfront that unfortunately, my muse for roleplaying can vanish at a moment's notice and for an undetermined period of time. i will only follow and interact with people over the age of 20.my preference lies in both discord (* available to mutuals* ) and tumblr rp due to often lacking the focus needed for in game-rp. i do not see this changing any time soon, but i am open to discussion regarding it. i am always more than happy to just plot & discuss headcanons if we cannot match up in the way we roleplay.O3 i practice multi-shipping, however i will not ship with more than one portayal of a canon character. i am open to shipping of any kind — ( inc. but not limited to: (queer)platonic, romantic, antagonistic, and toxic/unhealthy dynamics ) — however, it is to be stated that i will not ship (or roleplay, for that matter) with anyone who attempts to blur ic and ooc or cannot draw the line between fiction and irl.mutuals are welcome to invade my askbox at anytime. i reply as inspiration strikes & am always willing to drop threads as needed. asks will be answered in a new post and you're welcome to continue them at your own discretion. this blog is multi-wol friendly. if that is not comfortable for you, i have other verses available.O4 both liokki's story and ffxiv's story deal in dark and heavy topics and this blog will contain mature themes and references such as depression, war, ptsd, survivor's guilt, violence, blood, body horror, grief, loss, sexual literature / references, death, & similar subjects. i ask that you DO NOT follow or interact with this blog to any degree if you are not of age (18+) or uncomfortable with these subjects. nsfw content will be tagged and placed under a cut where possible.i am caught up in endwalker content. spoilers will be tagged with endwalker spoilers & * endwalker spoilers. riggers will be tagged accordingly with [ ____ tw / ] and i am more than willing to tag anything that i am not already at request. until otherwise is requested, i will only be tagging the most common triggers. if i miss a trigger, please don't hesitate to let me know.

last updated: 10th february 2022.


LIOKKI GOLMARR


What are we made of but hunger and rage?

age . twenty-nine.
nameday . 4th sun of the third umbral moon (4th jun).
gender . transmasc non-binary
pronouns . he/they.
sexuality . demiromantic pansexual
birth place . golmore jungle
residence . ?????
race . rava, viera
eye colour . crimson red
hair colour . dark brown
height . 5'8".
piercings . ears.
tattoos . feather tattoos upon cheeks.
scent . rust, smoke.
others . sclera is black when unglamoured.


a vulture viera who knows a life of misunderstanding and societal pressure in which he was forced to live a lie from those liokki held dearest has put a bitterness in his heart, even before they were left on the brink of death in the jungles of golmore.now, he knows of the void, of the eyes that weigh the price of your soul, of how it feels to touch death and laugh in its face. he called for the abyss, for another chance to live and it was granted, however at a heavy cost. one who knows the weight of treachery can not even dream of betraying the one that brought them back — the creature that feeds upon the souls he hunts ( and clings tightly to his own ) without facing the end of their time once more but, why would he even want to?

liokki can tell you all about betrayal and alienation from those supposed to offer unconditional love and the consequences thereof, if he were willing to open up to begin with. unfortunately, his upbringing and time knocking on death's door has has left him wary and mistrusting. due to this, politeness is a rare characteristic for him. rather, he is better known to be gruff and brash, if not downright abrasive in his need to poke at one's sore spots for his own entertainment (and defences). one can catch brief glimpses of kindness if they stay long enough to chip at his walls, or if he decrees them deserving but don't expect him to ever be truly soft.


VERSES


Did your anger end finally or only change form, become wordless, incommunicable?

DEATH TOUCHED VULTURE; THE VOID CALLS YOU HOME [ hooks ]
a vulture viera who knows a life of misunderstanding and societal pressure in which he was forced to live a lie from those liokki held dearest has put a bitterness in his heart, even before they were left on the brink of death in the jungles of golmore.
now, he knows of the void, of the eyes that weigh the price of your soul, of how it feels to touch death and laugh in its face. he called for the abyss, for another chance to live and it was granted, however at a heavy cost. one who knows the weight of treachery can not even dream of betraying the one that brought them back — the creature that feeds upon the souls he hunts ( and clings tightly to his own ) without facing the end of their time once more but, why would he even want to?


HOOKS


I CAN’T SEEM TO FIT ALL OF THIS DESPAIR BACK INTO MY OWN MOUTH

FEAST UPON THE CARRION OF SOULS
liokki is a reaper for hire, willing to pick up and any every job whether it be kin, beast or voidsent in nature as long as you're willing to shut your mouth and pay the cost, whatever it may be that he asks for. people often question if liokki has a second reason for the jobs he picks up other than the cost of survival, but considering those who have pried too deeply are often not found again, it's better left unanswered, don't you think?

HUNTER, HUNTER, WHERE DO YOU TRAVEL?
liokki travels. a lot. he can easily be found anywhere across hydaelyn. whether it be within a tavern, while exploring a ruin, or completing one of his hunt jobs, you will often spot a glimpse of narrowed red eyes or a raven that shines a bit too oddly.

MEMENTO MORI / MEMENTO VIVERE
something seems... odd about liokki. a recklessness prevails that is rarely seen in one beyond those who have a death wish and yet, he never seems to come to an untimely end. on top of that, those able to sense or see aether will notice that a touch of inky void seems to curl itself around him, almost as if it's laced within his blood and well, that raven really doesn't seem quite right, but why could that be? are you willing to risk the dangers of prying into it?